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|Thursday, November 17th, 2005|
|Sunday, June 19th, 2005|
I'm home alone right now and it feels kind of weird. Tyler is in Colorado at his dad's house, Daniel is at his new girlfriend's house fixing her dinner, and Tiffany is in Elk City not answering her phone. My house desperately needs to be cleaned but this beer desperately needs to be in my belly. I'm not drunk and I don't plan on getting drunk, I just really like beer and it has been a really good day that doesn't need to be ruined by housework.
I showed Daniel how to make a spicy miso udon noodle and vegetable dish today so that he could make it for his girlfriend tonight. It was the same thing that I brought to a dinner party awhile ago. Basically I stood behind him telling him what to do while he made it and then I ate it while he got ready to go cook it again at Salena's house. It worked out for me and he was very appreciative.
Tiffany will not like this:
Today, Daniel and I bought boxing gloves. He actually bought mine because he owes me money. We have been talking about doing this for a little over a week. We had agreed to take it fairly slow. Since Daniel weighs 60-65 pounds more than I it was important that he take it a little easy on me. We did 4 two-minute rounds this afternoon. Much to our surprise it was a pretty fair match. Daniel is stronger than I am but I'm a whole lot quicker than he is so it ends up evening out. No one got hurt but we are both really really tired. Well no one got hurt very bad. I took a pretty good shot to the eye and I think I hurt Daniel's jaw and lips.
Enough of that. I need to go to bed.
|Tuesday, January 25th, 2005|
|I get leg cramps.
The other night I was lying in bed and got a really bad leg cramp. Usually when this happens I stand up and it quickly goes away, I hear that it has something to do with circulation. Sometimes your leg will cramp up so much that it basically forces you to point your toes, you should try not to fight this because I have also heard that this can cause damage to your muscles and other stuff. So with right leg very painfully cramped and right foot completely pointed, I quickly jumped out of bed. The problem with this is that you have to balance on one foot for a few seconds while it goes away. I am not a very athletic person. Since I got out of bed so quickly I was initially a little off balance. So while I was falling I started to think, "Shit I don't want to fall. That's going to suck." So I grabbed onto whatever I could, which was the doorway to the bathroom behind me. So basically I ended up trying to grab onto it to at least slow my fall. I ended up kind of sliding around the doorway somehow, kind of like a retard trying to pole dance. So now I have these strange looking red spots on my back that don't really hurt but remind me of how big of a dumbass I must have looked.
In hindsight I should have grabbed onto the scarf on Tiffany's dresser that lots of stuff is set on for decoration. Tiffany would have been mad if I broke something, but it would have been a lot funnier.
|Tuesday, January 18th, 2005|
|I hate school
I might start posting on a regular basis again. I guess I stopped posting in the first place because I'm really lazy. I don't like having to hook my computer up at Tiffany's because I don't have a desk to put it on. I could put it somewhere else but I am generally just lazy, picky and whiney so I don't. Also, I hate shitbox. I should have the internet soon. I'm still waiting on my roomate to pay back the $700 or so that he owes me. As soon as he makes his first payment, which I think will be tomorrow, I will call Cox and get me some... internet. Right now I'm listening to really loud Radiohead on my headphones to drown out the noise of the union.
This semester is going to be tough. This is my weekly schedule:
Monday, Wednesday, and Friday
Calculus II 8:30-9:20
Italian I 11:30-12:20
Tuesday and Thursday
Calculus III 9:00-10:15
Italian I 11:30-12:20
Statics and Dynamics 1:30-2:45
School 17 hours
Work 26 hours
I should eat now.
|Wednesday, May 19th, 2004|
|Tuesday, February 17th, 2004|
I need to post more on livejournal just to bump all of my sad depressing entries off of my recent entries page. I wasn't doing very well when I wrote most of those. I'm been feeling pretty good about everything lately though. Tiffany and I have been doing very well lately. I feel like I'm less and less under my parents watch and control. I'm making some money and giving to OU. Classes are going pretty well. I'm not behind or ahead. I feel like I'm right where I need to be lately. I've been wanting to do something lately though. I've thought up a percussion ensemble type of piece. It has a lot of stuff in it. Marimba, clave, trap set, clapping, djembe(I hope I can get one) and some other stuff. I'm still not exactly sure what I need to do with though.
Shit, got to go to class. Now.
|Monday, February 2nd, 2004|
|Thursday, May 15th, 2003|
I didn't know this, but I have to take the semester test in calculus and English because I was absent one day too much. No one even told me about what excused you from the semester test. I assumed that everyone had to take them. All of my absences are excused too. There were only 4. You can't have more than 3 to be excused from the tests. So that means I have to come back to school on Thursday. That sucks, but oh well. Mrs. Smith will probably make the test really hard too.
I got my robe for graduation today. This one is black. A few days ago they gave me a red one. I get a black because I'm included in the top blah blah blah percentage of my class. Greg and I were discussing how cool it would be to not wear anything under our robes. I guess I'll wear shoes though. I'll be on the first row with all of the other black robed people. Too bad I didn't get a white one. I'd have to be in like the top 10 people in my class for that.
The senior breakfast is tomorrow. I hope I get stuff.
I need to finish my correspondence classes this summer. It shouldn't be very hard with no real obligations except work. I work today from 5 to ??.
I'm done using LJ as a substitute for conversation. I think I'll call Greg after he gets out of school.
|Tuesday, May 13th, 2003|
|Bitch. Bitch. Bitch
Depressed today. Lot's of questions. Don't know what to do, where to live, who to be with, who to hate, and who to embrace. Incomplete. Lonely. Bored. Looked down upon. Unappreciated. Irresponsible. Need to do stuff. Don't want to. Hungry. Don't feel like eating. Cold. Tired. Hair's a mess. Need to shave. I don't deserve her. I'm a pitiful person. I want to be someone people like. Someone I like. Still hungry. Terrible student. Terrible son. Terrible boyfriend. Can't do anything right. Current Mood: crappy
|Wednesday, May 7th, 2003|
No school for me today. Not high school anyway. All but a small handful of Juniors are taking the American History AP test. The expected us to stay in the library for 3 hours while the others were taking the test. I thought since I only have 3 hours there that I would just go home and sit on my ass instead of staying in the library and sitting on my ass. Greg is on his way over here. I was at his house for most of yesterday. We saw X2 which was pretty good.
Greg's here now.
|Thursday, May 1st, 2003|
|Mwu ha ha ha ha
My stepmom collects those little porcelain Precious Moments things. The next time that my stepmother and I have a conflict I'll say something about making an offer that she can't refuse. That night I'll take one of them and break the head off. I'll then break into their room and put the head in their bed. Then I'll put a handfull of flour to resemble the precious moments blood in the bed around the Precious Moment's head. It'll be just like The Godfather.
Mwu ha ha ha ha *lightning flashes and lights up the dark room behind me* MMMMwa hahaha *more thunder and lightning* MMMMWU HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *zoom in* HAHAHA ha ha ha *Zach gives creepy smile* *fade out*
|Tuesday, April 29th, 2003|
|The Union Forever
I think I'm going to rent Citizen Kane today. It's a neat movie and I've been wanting to watch it lately.
After psychology today I'm going to the psychologist. It's not a part of my class though. I'm not sure how I feel about that. I'm tired of everyone looking down on me. Everyone but Tiffany has been treating me like a horrible person. They make me feel bad about myself. I'm tired of it. I just have a couple more months though and it will be ok. After about a year or two I won't be dependent on my parents for money.
I want to call Nita about the job there, but I don't know what to say to her. I hope she wasn't doing the don't call us, we'll call you thing. She might not want me to work there because I'm only 17. She probably wants Tiffany to because she's almost 20 and all responsible and crap.
My English teacher gave us a lot of homework today too. I hate that class.
|Monday, April 28th, 2003|
|He's not crescent fresh.
One hundred fifty three dollar citations, mental breakdowns, daily parental lectures, and low self worth! Woo hoo.
Damn I've been miserable these past few weeks. I can't do anything right and I've always got someone that's pissed off at me for something I did or didn't do. I finally told my dad how I've been feeling and he seemed like he had no idea. I don't think anyone in my family is conscious of my feelings.
Just a couple more weeks and it will be better. I won't have as much work to worry about and I'll be relieved of a lot of stress.
I was about to apologize for always being so bitchy and complaining all of the time when I thought, "It doesn't really matter because it's my livejournal so anyone who has a problem with it can just not read it." I really do feel guilty for always complaining and never being happy about what is good. I really do think that I'm the most pathetic person that I know.
These maple candy leaves from Akin's kick ass. I was going to save most of it for tomorrow, but I just ate the whole thing.
|Sunday, April 27th, 2003|
|I love Homemovies
J: One time I stuck a toothpick in my ear.
M: You mean a Q-tip?
J: No, a toothpick. It broke off inside.
M: Wow, did you have to go to the emergency room.
J: No, I haven't told anyone about it 'til now.
Since I've just recently decided to graduate early and such, I've just started my what-the-hell-am-I-going-to-do-with-my-l
ife? phase. There are so many things that I want to do now. I want to learn, do, create, make music, entertain, grow up, and be a kid. I've been dreaming alot lately. Maybe I should do some kind of small business major type thingy. I would love to own my own ... it doesn't matter what it is. Actually I do have a few ideas.
I know all of the words to describe what I want to be. I just don't know what word to use to name it.
|Sunday, April 13th, 2003|
|I am sofa king we todd ed
Yeah, I just stayed up way too late. I decided to do my report tonight instead of tomorrow night to turn in Monday. I thought that I had to write a four page essay but it turned out to be a five page essay on how a bill becomes a law. I don't know how much more I can elaborate on this. I'm going to go pass out now. I'm a dumbass. I've been awake for 22 hours.
|Wednesday, April 9th, 2003|
|You have a wonderful economy of words.
I think I may be getting sick. I just made a real dinner which hasn't happened in awhile. It was good, but a little too spicy for today. I made double so that I can eat it tomorrow for lunch.
I had a huge fight with my stepmom the day before yesterday. She makes me so mad. I was about to hit her in the face. I didn't go to high school yesterday. Since all of that happened I couldn't finish my homework so I just slept in and then did it later. My dad didn't say anything about me skipping, he just called in for me and told them that I was sick. I appreciated greatly. I like my dad. My stepmom is different. I don't think that we could possibly be any more different. I mean she is pretty aggressive, she has no heart and no guts, and her head and her ass are interchangeable.
I love green tea.
I'm watching Arthur for the second time today.
No one else is home now. I don't know where they went. I thought I was supposed to pick Randa up today, but she always calls and she didn't call today, so I didn't pick her up. I hope I'm not in trouble.
I can't wait until I go to college. I'm so glad that I get to get out of high school a year early. It's cool that I'm going to be Greg's roommate. He's pretty funny, but we still haven't completely warmed up to each other yet. I think that it will work out though. We're not good friends or anything so if we end up not getting along very well then it doesn't make all that much of a difference.
|Sunday, March 30th, 2003|
My dad is watching Natural Born Killers. I think that's the name of the movie. I left about ten minutes ago. It was kind of weird. Plus, we started watching it about half way through.
This weekend was really good. I'm going to see if my dad's record player works tomorrow. I'm also going to go through his record collection and get all of the good stuff out. There's some good stuff, but there's some crap too.
Who in the hell are The Babies
|Tuesday, March 25th, 2003|
|Good luck in prison.
Today Greg and I agreed that we would share a room together at the OU dorms this fall. I gave him my name and SSN for the housing application. I should get my housing stuff in pretty soon.
I fixed falafels, hummus, tabouli, pita bread and rice yesterday evening. My dad and sister ate it. They didn't like it. I thought it kicked ass. They said, "It's too grainy," "It's interesting," and "I didn't care for it." Oh well. It kind of sucks though because if I ever want to go to a Mediterranean restaurant with them they won't want to go. They'll want to go to some place like Chili's. I thought dinner kicked ass. I should eat Mediterranean food with my uncle. I know that he likes it.
I have to do homework today. I should get started on it. I stayed up last night and finished my world history work. I can take my first test now.
|Monday, March 24th, 2003|
|It's all about points.
I have to read a lot now. The whole two English classes at the same time is pissing me off. As long as I can keep thinking about graduating early if I do this I can do it. I have to read Canterbury Tales today. I have to start reading The Great Gatsby soon, I also have to write a literary ANALysis about a book that we've read this year. In Yukon you actually have to do work; it's weird. I think that's it's very weird that the English III AP test is supposed to be entirely based on grammar and language and we've done all literature in that class. I think that we've had one assignment on reflexive and intensive pronouns and that is all the grammar that we've done. I hope that I pass the AP test. I probably won't. I also hope that I can get a better score on my ACT. So far I've gotten a 27 and a 26. I kind of suck at English and Math. I like history and government/politics. Computer stuff is kind of cool too but, I just don't know.
I think that if I lived by myself I would get a lot more accomplished. When no one else is at home I can do homework and stuff much more easily. With my sister watching tv all day and talking to her friends on the phone it's a little harder than when I'm the only one here.
Soon we will be able to swim in the pool. I think that will be very cool. Right now the water is a dark seafoam color and has foam and leaves floating on top. It's kind of gross but, I like seafoam. Tiffany is going to paint her bathroom seafoam. I like seafoam. I suggested painting the whole kitchen white and seafoam as a joke and then she decided to paint the bathroom seafoam. Yay for seafoam.
Okay now I seriously have to read Medieval English literature.